"It's my life, please don't take it from me, Borderline Personality Disorder"
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Borderlines experience high levels of emotion then regular people, this is often caused by both biological change and other factors while growing up, primary post traumatic stress syndrome.  Because of these higher levels of emotion they have serious emotion regulation problems and act on impulsive behavior; which usually makes matters worse.

 

 


A video of what it feels like to have BPD

 



 


 

 

"A tree that grows beyond your reach

springs from a tiny seed.

A building more then nine stories high

begins with a small mound of earth.

A journey of a thousand miles

begins with a single step."

Tao

 

 

 


Change.

Chapter I

I walk down the street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I fall in.

I am lost.... I am helpless

It takes Forever to get out.

 

Chapter II

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I pretend I don't see it.

I fall in again.

I can't believe I am in the same place.

But it isn't my responsibility

It still takes a long time to get out.

Chapter III

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I see it is there.

I still fall in...It's a habit... but,

my eyes are open.

I know where I am.

It is my responsibility.

I get out immediately.

Chapter IV

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I walk around it.

Chapter V

I walk down another street.

Portia Nelson

 

With strength of character,

Nothing is impossible.

When our hearts expand

To embace the impossible

We are able to lead with Tao.

Tao 59


 

 

 

 

 

 

Affirmation:

I am not to blame for being the way I was

I am responsible for changing myself

I want to change

I feel better when I face my inner pain.

I can change. I will change. I will never, never, never give up!

I am a good person and I will Prevail

Ronald Cohen